I'm gonna start to use oekaki! i've been wasting my days, just going home and doing... nothing, just laying in bed, "listening" to music. "enjoying" my time. I'm done with that. i want to do something hard, constructive, fulfilling, i'm taking art much more seriously. i'm taking action towards goals for the future. I'd love to get into digital art for the future, mostly for Spritesheets (for my yt chanell I wanna make as a comedic journal) making icons, just for fun honestly. just drawing people things and furries in certain scenarios.
one more thing to note, I'm most used to seeing poorly made digital art (soyjaks) but I draw more realistically irl, I do this because I find it hard to draw that style (soulful and techy), so now that I'm on oekaki, I can do that style! that soulful style and capture ineffable feelings that can be only / best portrayed by very amateur digital art made by an artist who cares, cares enough to struggle to make their dreams / desires come true... guh